dinner

went for dinner wit my grandpa n pops n aunts n uncles n cousins n myself n siblings
the first few dishes i ate quite alot...
after that i played wit my cutie cutie cous...
she's 1+...her name is rui yi...she's mixed...pilipino n chinese...
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!
dun hav a pic of her...so sad...
she's so so so so cute...big eyes...fair...cute....n cute...n cute...
throughout the dinner sms-ed wit kc...
i'm broke now...
hahaha

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just so you know by jesse 'handsome' mccartney -requested by mel-

i shouldn't love you but i want you
i just cant turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i cant look away

i shouldn't love you but i want you
i just cant turn away
i shouldn't see you but i cant move
i cant look away

and i don't noe how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

*just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and i cant help it
i wont sit around, i cant let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i dun wan to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much i can't say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make feeling stop

*CHORUS*

this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here....been waiting here

*CHORUS*

this song reflects the love life of some of us...
this is damn damn true man...
this lyrics is so meaningful
to Jesse Handsome McCartney - u rock!!

-btw....mel i typed this lyrics u noe...hard work...-