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weird fact # 1

I`m scared of people!
When I`m with a big group of people (7 min.) I tend to sit in a corner and watch people. and! I will not utter a word.

but when I`m with a small group of people (4 max.) I will go CRAAAAZY!

I feel weird. Any of you out there feel the same like me?

Carrie Underwood

Cowboy Casanova Lyrics

You better take it from me, that boy is like a disease

You’re running, you’re trying, you’re trying to hide

And you’re wondering why you can’t get free

He’s like a curse, he’s like a drug

You get addicted to his love

You wanna get out but he’s holding you down

‘Cause you can’t live without one more touch

[Chorus]

He’s a good time cowboy casanova

Leaning up against the record machine

Looks like a cool drink of water

But he’s candy-coated misery

He’s the devil in disguise

A snake with blue eyes

And he only comes out at night

Gives you feelings that you don’t want to fight

You better run for your life

I see that look on your face

You ain’t hearing what I say

So I’ll say it again

‘Cause I know where you been

And I know how it ends

You can’t get away

Don’t even look in his eyes

He’ll tell you nothing but lies

And you wanna believe

But you won’t be deceived

If you listen to me

And take my advice

Run run away

Don’t let him mess with your mind

He’ll tell you anything you want to hear

He’ll break your heart

It’s just a matter of time

But just remember

Oh you better run for your life!

that,

is not a nice feeling....

I feel weird.

now, I'm writing resume,

checking out the company's website,

cos I NEED to know more bout them,

stalking the Chief Designer of the company,

(he looks so normal like the uncle selling fruits in the market),

trying to dig out EVERY info bout them.

What if they call for an interview?

I don`t know what to wear,

I don`t know how to answer questions!

Can i jut smile at them and ask them to read my mind?

What if they want to hire me?

What if the Fashion Designer post is not as glam as I expect it to be?

I don`t want to grow up.

I want to be a baby,

and don't have to worry about anything!

I can just use my crying power!

And MOM will feed me,bath me,entertain me.

But if they reaaaaaally hire me,

I`M QUARTER of a QUARTER STEP CLOSER TO MY 7MIL MYR DREAM CAR!

HO HO HO!

and I can use MY OWN MONEY to buy THE Blackberry

plus, A WHOLE APARTMENT FULL OF CLOTHES, SHOES, ACCESSORIES, UNDERWEAR.

and, THE ultimate dream!

which is to SEE THE WORLD!

I need to travel,

I MUST travel!

It must be damn fun to earn my own money.

eyesore

eyesore

eyesore

eyesore.

Go to www.youtube.com for make up tutorials pls.

don't ugly-fy yourself.

eyesore

eyesore.

ma love!

I don't caaaaare what people say bout Blackberry,

" it's more for business and work and EMAILS "

or

" the screen is too damn small "

or

" facebook for iPhone is better than facebook for BB "

or

" iPhone is better and all that shit "

or

" BB is not user-friendly "

but!

" BB is definitely cooooooler than iPhone "

I'M GONNA GET MY HANDS ON A HANDSOME BLACKBERRY BOLD 2

nobody can stop me! =)

but first, i need to get a job =(